Love. Something many people want to experience and very few do. Is it worth it? All the heart ache and lies, fights, yelling, etc. I look at the older generations who have been married over 30 years and wonder how it's possible. I can't imagine or see someone my age last that long. Especially with Facebook and cell phones and texting. It's a failure waiting to happen and people especially girls don't care if a man is in a relationship or not. If they think they can cause trouble they will. I know because I have done it and I regret it everyday. It's harder to trust because the opportunity to cheat is at the tip of everyone's fingers. It's so easy to do and easier to hide because messages can be deleted.
People wonder why I worry and want to know who is texting my boyfriend. Because he has a family with me and they have no business texting him and ik he gets pissed off about it but that's who I am. Guess that makes me a horrible girlfriend and one that is jealous and can't trust. Don't give me a reason to question my trust then.
